When you look in the mirror, what do you see?
Do you see a divine goddess?
It’s sad to say, but you probably don’t.
If you find old photos of me, you will see that I was the epitome of “conventional beauty”.
I was a size 2, with a perfect round butt and boobs, long blonde hair that I styled every day, always wearing makeup and heals, and you would never catch me in baggy clothes.
I always had male attention and I even made a job out of it being a sex worker.
Did I think I was pretty? Hell no. When I looked in the mirror, all I saw was problems. And for some reason everyone always called me “fat”, when I look back on those photos I am SHOCKED.
Holding myself together in that way was EXHAUSTING. And it only fed my downward spiral of abusing drugs, alcohol, and sex.
Ironically the more I peeled back the layers of my authenticity and healed the relationship to my body a few things happened:
I became way less conventionally good looking and I loved it.
Dating attention towards me became way more authentic and not predatory.
I gained sooo much more energy.
Pain in my body started going away.
My mental health started thriving.
I started having the most incredible sex with the most incredible humans.
I started dressing how I cared to dress and I was sooo much more comfortable and confident in my body.
I finally after forever learned to deeply love my belly!
I looked in the mirror and saw an absolute goddess looking back at me every single time!
We live in a world that is violent against our bodies and is sex and pleasure negative. The systems that we live in are created by the church and capitalism is specifically set up in order for you to hate yourself so that you will be depleted and experience less pleasure in your life and be convinced to buy things to give you more pleasure.
But none of these things actually solve your problem.
Why do you think the vast majority of people who get elective plastic surgery are woman?
And if you’ve ever known a woman who gets plastic surgery, one surgery is never enough, and it never solves the problem.
But the truth is anything you ever buy to make yourself feel better is not going to make you look in the mirror and actually see the incredible goddess that you are.
It actually is about changing your nervous system and deconstructing all the labels that have been put on you.
And the basis of Sex Magic is a fast-track method of practices that guide you to seeing the divinity in yourself. Sorry to spoil enlightenment to you, but it’s literally being able to see yourself as the goddess. All messy and human and magical parts of the goddess, within you as you!
Imagine waking up every morning and loving yourself? Loving what you see in the mirror?
How much different would your life be?
But it starts in the nervous system. Not in the products that you buy….
With pleasure,
Nadia
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